So depressing so miserable.. Life have so many set back.. And e worse 1 that can eva happen is on some 1 u love deeply..I am so in shock when i heard bout that news this mornin, for i tot the worst have gone but truly i am wrong.. I jus feel very very very sad knowing that it once again bout money issue.. I shall not comment on who's fault it is as i totally got no ideal.. Wat happen this time? it bout close to 10 000 bucks we going to deal with this time.. n where e hell is e money goin to fall fr?
I dun noe.. i jus dun like it.. Ok face e fact i am scare ok? I dun noe how many pple really know how am i feelin.. but trust me.. i'll do any thing jus for my family but as for now.. givin up my sch is a "no No" thing to me.. but i jus wanan do something to prove that i can help before it's all too late.. i Dun wanna see any1 of them falling down hance i Cant even do a single thing.. "*God grant me the will to live on for e 1 who love me... "
Now that i am saying this , i am crying deep down in my heart but emm life still has to go on, so i am gonna keep smilin :), I jus feel like huggin now..
It's so hard to keep my tears for e 1 i love for i know that they r suffering n yet i am helpless.. Damn..
Sacrified has to be make somewhere in e process.. In order to build a better tml.. haiZ..
I belive that's more set back to come as well.. so i am not gonna let it jus hit me down yea.. hehe..
Jus a tot.. how much will u guys go to e extent to help out in ur family?
I really wanna help out badly , any suggestion? Need help...
*That corner of my heart is aching.. tears like heavy rain pour is floodin me.. I dun noe how strong i am.. I jus need a hug from u
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Hmm.. Should have spend more time with my family... Some how had a feelin that i neglated them.. I miss havin a good chat with daddy n e fact is.. i haven see him for 2 days..Wat a daughter i am.. Haven had a good look n chat with my sisters as well.. jia liat.. I miss my family.. |
Posted at 10:10 am by
Lovestome